"In what world can lovers fall apart and remain friends?
Could you handle the gossip of who i took home with me Saturday night? Would you want to hear the details of how i’m falling for someone new? How maybe he’s Prince Charming and he doesn’t toy with my trust. What if i told you that i’m meeting his family and i needed your help to calm my nerves? Could you handle how he loves taking photos of me and brags about me over social media? Would it hurt you that he does all that you didn’t for me and that he’s the reason behind the smile that you adore? Would it be like pouring salt into open wounds because i’ve achieved the happiness i searched for in you and couldn’t find? Because I don’t want to hear about these things from you. I don’t think I can handle it.
You see when i say you’re harder to get over than the rest it’s not because “i’m young and haven’t experienced the world yet”. It’s because your role in my life was different. You weren’t just a nice guy. You were understanding and you could always pick out the best things about a person and make them heard. Do you know how powerful that is to experience especially when you’ve been a wallflower your whole life? Your words can make any plant bloom and i don’t know how you can just get over someone with that kind of magic."
- I could be anything in the world but i wanted to be yours (via silentwhore)
this website has destroyed my fucking sense of humour like who do i share this with. who do i show this to. all of my friends are normal and i cant show my family anything i do online so just what the fuck where do i go from here
